Nauseous

[Verse 1]
It started with a weekend, turnin' sixteen
I was ready for my first time
Then my body weakened, goin' to the demons
Messin' with my head all night
Saw you comin' over, eyes were glazin' over
Starin' in between my thighs
Headed for the deep end
Tears in my eyes

[Chorus]
Now I'm cautious, if I'm honest
I make myself nauseous
Just to rid myself of you
Dress like I'm angry, skin savvy
Sleeves cover my scratches
Tryna rid myself of you

[Verse 2]
Now I'm seventeen, gettin' high on weed
I'm flyin' away from you
Smokin' out memories 'til I'm all еmpty
Veins of ivory blue
Starvin' on the weekеnd, reckon I've been bleedin'
Out the bathroom every night
Headed for the deep end
Tears in my eyes

[Chorus]
Now I'm cautious, if I'm honest
I make myself nauseous
Just to rid myself of you
Dress like I'm angry, skin savvy
Sleeves cover my scratches
Tryna rid myself of you

[Outro]
I wasn't ready and you knew that
But you came into my mind, you stole away my pride
Feelin' empty and frightened
But my indecision means that you decide
Yeah, my indecision means that you decide
My indecision means that you decide