“Natural Tendency” is about the paralyzing fear, existential dread and discomfort that comes from realizing you are living a lie and not as your authentic self. It’s about transcending social expectation and finding peace in accepting the death of an idealized vision of your future and identity. And...
Watching myself fade to grey
Should I speak
When I don’t mean
The things I say
Freedom from who I’m told to be
Ideal simplicity
Some dreams I’ve had
Ain’t meant to be
Natural tendency
Hide myself from me
Try to feel again
Breathe like who I am
Natural tendency
Hide myself from me
Try to feel again
Breathe like who I am
Never felt a touch feel so right
Intrusive thoughts
Thinking about
That whole night
And I don’t know the last time I cried
So thank you for
Reminding me
That I’m alive
Natural tendеncy
Hide myself from me
Try to feel again
Brеathe like who I am
Natural tendency
Who am I meant to be
Try to feel again
Can’t run from who I am
Natural tendency
Fuck who I was told be
Try to feel again
Breathe like who I am
Natural tendency
This ain’t how it’s meant to be
Try to feel again
Won’t run from who I am
Natural Tendency was written by Ayla Tesler-Mabe.
Natural Tendency was produced by Ayla Tesler-Mabe.
Ayla Tesler-Mabe released Natural Tendency on Fri Sep 15 2023.