​national bf day got me sad as fyck ... i am so god damn pathetic , ;-;

[Intro]
I better not, but I'm checking again, but (You creepy loser)
I better not, but I'm checking again, but (You creepy loser)
I better not, but I'm checking again, but (You creepy loser)
If it turns purple, I'll jump out of my skin
But I know—

[Verse]
Should not, but I'm checking again
It's October 3rd (You are so goddamn pathetic), and I'm not your boyfriend (You creepy loser)
I better not, but I'm checking again, but (You creepy loser)
If it turns purple, I'll jump out of my skin (You are so goddamn pathetic)
But I know that I'm not, I don't know why I did
I'ma scare you away, but I'll wish that I didn't (You creepy loser)
Thoughts that I just can not get rid of, damn
The words are there, but they're not mine
I don't know what I feel but I feel like shit
And I won't be missed, I just won't be missed
You are so goddamn pathetic