​nanika!

What's new with me
Why in the fuck would you ask that
As if I needed to remind myself
That I ain't had shit to laugh at
I ain't had shit to be happy bout
I ain't done shit to relax yet
Why would you task me with all of this shit
When I could've done better with half that

Yeah
I'm so used to putting in work
That the work I put in is asking me to slow down
It's making me feel like a jerk cause
I lost my direction don't know where to go now
I miss the days where the shit was so simple
I'm starting to feel like I'm old now
Maybe this shit'll get easier
I think I just need to hold out
I know it's been a minute
Since I've wanted to end it
Found mysеlf right back in it
Fighting just to get out of bed I'm still in
Hell whеn I'm in my dreams and existing
Don't remember how I was can't miss it
It's all a cycle isn't it
If you take me a couple years back
I would've told you the same shit I'm spitting
That I ain't even sure that I'm ever gonna see my dreams
Feel like I'm the only one that believes in me
Reaching for happiness I need a piece
That's what I'm gon' say when you ask what's new with me

Why in the fuck would you ask that
As if I needed to remind myself
That I ain't had shit to laugh at
I ain't had shit to be happy bout
I ain't done shit to relax yet
Why would you task me with all of this shit
When I could've done better with half that
What's new with me
Why the fuck would you ask that
As if I needed to remind myself
That I ain't had shit to laugh at
I ain't had shit to be happy bout
I ain't done shit to relax yet
I keep on losing parts of myself
Don't know where I saw them last at

Nowadays music and drugs they been my saviors
Niggas swear I don't do shit like I got lazier
My baby too scared of my behavior
She ain't seen me like this she think I'm changing up
But I'm blazing up
I'm bursting up into flames yeah
Won't play wit her
She wanna know if I'm okay wit her
I'm straight wit her
But I am not okay yeah
I am not okay yeah

(What's new with me)
Why the fuck would you ask that
As if I needed to remind myself
That I ain't had shit to laugh at
I ain't had shit to be happy bout
I ain't done shit to relax yet
I keep on losing parts of myself
Don't know where I saw them last at
(What's new with me)
(What's new with me)
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(What's new with me)
(What's new with me)
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