Namesake

[Verse 1]
I wish we had some time to spend
Oh, I wish I could have shown you more of me
If I had known, it'd be too late
I would have loved you far more urgently
The past few days I've been preparing (preparing) how to say goodbye
I still remember the last time we spoke
You hung up the phone and I started to cry
That would be the last time I would ever hear your voice
But there's this overwhelming feeling of regret inside of me
Knowing I took you for granted, that's a choice

[Chorus]
In your numbered days
I try and wish the pain away
In your numbered days
I try to find a God to pray

[Verse 2]
So long time so past escapes me
Guess I still can't quite believe it
This cruel absence of my memory is a dove charm meant to heal it
And tell Ken, I live up to your name, your name
I wish I could be of the person you became, you became
And it's hard to overcome
Lately, everything just reminds me of you, of you
The beauty of your life will affect everything I do, I do

[Chorus]
In your numbered days
I try and wish the pain away
In your numbered days
I try to find a God to pray