Nagato

Chorus:
I can’t take it every day
Tryna cope with all this pain
See my death up in the rain
Won’t get better any day
No one would care anyway
All my friends are in the grave
Now I feel nagato’s pain
Now I feel nagato’s pain
No one would care anyway
All my friends are in the grave
Now I feel nagato’s pain
Now I feel nagato’s pain

Verse 1:
This song for the people who called me a joke
You’re right but I’ll change the perception in droves
Don’t know if I’ll take all the pain like I’m job
Just sit in my throne in my black and red robe
Afraid to give up, Afraid that I’ll lose
But it’s the wrong option whatever I choose
Feel like I’m losing my parents like Bruce
Pushing them away, the help I refuse
But hey it’s my fault, my people are gone
I sit in my room and write dummy songs
Not sure that’s real, I’m a robot like tron
Prove I exist, buck shoot em like Don
The screaming won’t stop, they just wanna yell
The pangs of distress, I think I’m in hell
The rings in my ears, they ringing the bells
My time has arrived and it knows I’m not well
“Alright, you’ve won” what you wanna hear
Mixing the pills in a cup with my tears
I beg them to stop, it falls on deaf ears
I’m in a casket I’m hearing the cheers
I see my grandpa and jason with me
Saying to cope with anxiety
But it eats me up, I’m trying please
Don’t let me fade into the winds breeze

Chorus:
I can’t take it every day
Tryna cope with all this pain
See my death up in the rain
Won’t get better any day
I can’t take it every day
Tryna cope with all this pain
See my death up in the rain
Won’t get better any day

Verse 2:
School starts soon, I’m just feeling stressed
Trapped in the walls, lonely, depressed
Working so hard on things I detest
They just expect me to always be best
They just expect me to always be great
Constantly failing my worth think its fate
Put me in therapy say it’s a waste
Think that it's easy put you in my place
Life is a race and I’m falling behind
Only feel hatred no love like miind
They see me in pain they pay no mind
Push down emotions I say that I’m fine
Wait till I’m home so then I can cry
Sometimes I bother why I even try
They try to tell me you don’t wanna die
But they can’t experience it with their eyes
Sorry for once I spit sumn real
Colors are blending my vision is teal
Really wondering if I can heal
I promise to try I’m spinning the wheel
I know that this one is brutally harsh
But sometimes you gon be explosive with art
Thank you for listening playing your part
I’ll always be here for you if it’s dark

Chorus:
I can’t take it every day
Tryna cope with all this pain
See my death up in the rain
Won’t get better any day
I can’t take it every day
Tryna cope with all this pain
See my death up in the rain
Won’t get better any day
No one would care anyway
All my friends are in the grave
Now I feel nagato’s pain
Now I feel nagato’s pain
No one would care anyway
All my friends are in the grave
Now I feel nagato’s pain
Now I feel nagato’s pain