N0

There's been a thousand times where I heard a no
But when you said it it hurt a little more
Your voice had ran through my mind but my heart is sore
All the late night talking must have meant nothing at all

I'm just so confused
You were the first to pursue
I was just hoping that you were joking
But you had spoke your truth

I scream at the sky, fuck a NO
I was so vulnerable I had lost control
I hate the fact that I had fell in love
I hate the fact I'm still in love

We were introduced at the dance, you wanted my bеst
You were cute and lovеly and was shy, quite the mess
You wore a suit and tie, so hot, I was in my dress
You wanted to do bad things that night, but I couldn't say yes
I mean-

I'm just so confused
You were the first to pursue
I was just hoping that you were joking
But you had spoke your truth

I scream at the sky, fuck a NO
I was so vulnerable I had lost control
I hate the fact that I had fell in love
God I wish I wasn't scared to be alone

Maybe it was best that you said no
What had possessed for you to say no
Whats going through your head,I wish I'd known
Before I went ahead and asked so you'd say no