[Intro]
Paranoid for many reasons
Lately I've been paranoid for many reasons
Lately I’ve been paranoid, paranoid
Paranoid, paranoid, oh yeah
No no, no no no no (Get that bag, Getro!)
No, no, no
Why can I not fuck with you (Aye, YMAR!)
[Chorus]
Did it never occur to you?
I don't live my life for anyone but myself and you
I let in too many backstabbers and we know it's true
How the fuck you say I’ve changed when I'm not the one mad at you?
My bitch get unavailable calls, like, all day
My mom never knew I'd be a star on Broadway
My friends all actin' different and switchin', it's okay
I told 'em, "I'ma make a million dollars one day"
[Verse]
I started fuckin’ model bitches who go both ways
Used to work at a [?]
Really feel a lot of pain but I been actin’ okay
My lil' brother left, won’t see him in some months, it's okay
My big brother said this lifestyle I'm livin' ain’t okay
Try to touch me, bet my lil' bro gon' hit you from close range
See my own family members switch up on me and it's so strange
How it's "Fuck each other" but we really want the same thing?
Can't control the way my mama feel, it's never gon' change
She afraid I'm gon' kill myself with some pills and Cocaine
Ever since my grandpa passed, swear man, I ain't felt the same
Feel like he took a part of me and the worst part is there's no one to blame
I got reason to put these drugs inside my veins
Feel like no feel my pain, they can't relate
I just talked to my cousin CJ the other day
I don't trust no one that same type of way
Broke up with his baby mama, I feel his pain
Ran it up from RAV-4, now I push up in a Range
Ask me why I buy so many clothes, it help my pain
Ask me why I never trust a girl except my mama or my bae
'Cause I never used to spend, I drop a hundred on my chain
All these rappers using gimmicks for they image, man, they lame
Lot of people in my city don't fuck with me 'cause I'm paid
Tell 'em I told 'em, "Suck a dick", I hope we on the same page
[Bridge]
Girl, did it never occur to you
I been walkin' 'round in Ferragamos, not no tap shoes
I been smokin' on this marijuana, send a pack through
She sayin' I broke her heart, I just do what I had to
[Chorus]
Did it never occur to you?
I don't live my life for anyone but myself and you
I let in too many backstabbers and we know it's true
How the fuck you say I've changed when I'm not the one mad at you?
My bitch get unavailable calls, like, all day
My mom never knew I'd be a star on Broadway
My friends all actin' different and switchin', it's okay
I told 'em, "I'ma make a million dollars one day"
Myself & You was written by Leesta.
Myself & You was produced by DatBoiGetro & YMAR.
Leesta released Myself & You on Wed Jul 29 2020.