Myself (interlude)

I start feeling like myself again
Yeah
Oh woah
Yeah

I start to be myself again
Heart is always closed
Can't let them in
I start taking different kinds of medicine
They say i'm a villain
I'm menacing
I can't tell you what i'm searching for
Staying to myself cause i can't hurt no more
Don't wanna be around?
Just let me know
Cause i know i'm a winner
Its a lonely road
You talk shit behind my back
When i see you face to face all you do is smile and laugh
Thought you wanted me to win the race
But you want me to come in last
Don't even tell yourself the truth
So why am i expecting that?
I told you all about the past
You acting fake
Don't fuck with that
I showed you love whats up with that
The memories we could've have
But now your name just made me mad
Put together all the pieces
How the fuck could i not see it?
Let you back inside my life
I wanted to cause no ones needed
Outta here just fucking beat it
Feel pain when i press that record
We like, polar opposites star caring less start caring more
Being friends with you is like a double edge sword
Starting taking drugs cause it takes off the edge more
You know who i am
Friendships is a scam
We made all these plans
Can't go through with them
I treat you just like fam
Had to keep that shit a secret
When you tried to fuck with
Haha
Hell no ill be fucking damn