Myself (Gold)

[Intro]
Everybody gon' run, run
Run, run
Everybody gon' run
Gon' run, gon' run

[Chorus]
Everybody gon' run (Run)
I've been tryna find a way to run from myself (Self)
They told me see a shrink but I don't think no one could help
And I don't wanna think when I think 'bout myself (Self)
So I'ma pour this drink so I don't think 'bout myself (Self)
Enemy number one (Uh), that's me
It's all destruction when I die, will I be free?
I'm not tryna be him, I'm just being me
And y'all get to know my songs, wish they'd get to know me

[Verse 1]
Nobody give a damn, that's just really how it be
So I'ma give my all 'til there's nothing left of me, aye
You can keep your pitty, yeah I don't want no sympathy
It don't matter 'til I'm dead, you can keep your empathy
I've been taking Melatonin tryna sleep the day away
I woke up choking on my spit the drug, ain't working anyway
I don't wanna pop a pill and sleep my fucking life away
Sometimes shit gets so damn hard, I don't wanna see another day
All the tempting temptations, tempting temptations
Yeah, I don't wanna lie but you really got me anxious (Woah)
I don't wanna die, is it okay if I take this? (Yeah)
I'm just tryna vibe, Spotify your favorite playlist (Oh yeah)

[Bridge 1]
Oh, it's a new feeling
I need some soul healing
Do you remember the first time you fell in love?
I'm looking for that feeling

[Chorus]
Everybody gon' run (Run)
I've been tryna find a way to run from myself (Self)
They told me see a shrink but I don't think no one could help
And I don't wanna think when I think 'bout myself (Self)
So I'ma pour this drink so I don't think 'bout myself (Self)
Enemy number one (Uh), that's me
It's all destruction when I die, will I be free?
I'm not tryna be him, I'm just being me
And y'all get to know my songs, wish they'd get to know me

[Verse 2]
They all get to know my songs, give a fuck about me
The truth be told, you will be nowhere without me
Did this on my own yet you still doubt me
It's your choice, you choose
Are you with or without me?
Came in this world alone, I'ma die alone
That's just how life goes, it don't matter
Came in this world alone, I'ma die alone
When you grow up you learn none of it matters
And my life is one big mistake
Gotta live with the demons I made
And this sucks living the life that I hate
Too much of a coward to take it away

[Bridge 2]
No more, not again, no more
I won't fall for the same shit no more
No more, not again, no more
I won't fall for that lame shit no more

[Chorus]
Everybody gon' run (Run)
I've been tryna find a way to run from myself (Self)
They told me see a shrink but I don't think no one could help
And I don't wanna think when I think 'bout myself (Self)
So I'ma pour this drink so I don't think 'bout myself (Self)
Enemy number one (Uh), that's me
It's all destruction when I die, will I be free?
I'm not tryna be him, I'm just being me
And y'all get to know my songs, wish they'd get to know me