Myself

Verse 1- Lately they say that im shady i been getting messages say that im feelin my self
They do not know when i be all alone in my room i be thinking about killing my self
Honestly i just be thinking too much and i dont even sleep it ain't good for my health
How the fuck they gonna ask for advice when i can't even give no advice to my self
I lost the love of my life and that bitch left me hanging thats why i dont love no one else
I went into my moms pocket and I found a crack pipe with crack residue onna glass
I swear that shit broke my heart it hurt me for good and that can't be fixed with a cast
I just be goin through shit and nobody check on me they dont give a fuck how i feel
Im getting tired of the fakes that be playing that roll man im just being real with myself
Riq you ain't shit and you gotta stay up on ya grind that is me bein real with myself
I got my ass whooped for chokin myself wit a belt i was trynna get rid of myself
How the fuck you say i owe you whenever im stressin i go through that shit by myself

Hook 1 - Myself yeah
I did it all by myself yeah
I did not need no more help yeah
She broke my heart and i felt it
I still look for love when im else where

I do not sleep bitch im sleep deprived
Thats why i got these two baggy eyes
Devil on my shoulder no one on my side
Nobody knows what be on my Mind

Verse 2 - So who can i talk to
How you gone say that you love me they dont even love you
I just be thuggin it out baby thats what thug do
And im still holding grudges if tried to play me then fuck you
With the biggest of middle fingers
I just been bottling feelings I swear that im full of anger
All of this shit on my mind i swear that this shit bout to drive me crazy
I just be putting the people before me and all of them people betrayed me
My homie died and im still grieving
My life like a puzzle with missing pieces
They took my kindness for a a weakness
Them bitches tried to kick me at my weakest

Hook 2- Myself yeah
I did it all by myself yeah
I did not need no more yeah
She broke my heart and i felt it
I still look for love when im else where
I do not sleep bitch im sleep deprived
Thats why i got these two baggy eyes
Devil on my shoulder no on on my side
Aye ayeaa
Who can i talk to

My Homie died and im still grieving
My life a puzzle with missing peices
(Yeah)