​myself

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(This audio was made by Dextra)
Tryna make this shit, lil' bitch, I'm paper chasin'
In the cut with all my guys, I just pray we gon' make it
I think this girl just deserve better, think her love is fading
Got a loving mom at home, I can't be complainin'
Head spinning, can't stay focused
She want him, he got more motion
Shit get wicked, niggas totin'
I just gotta stay safe
Hating on myself all the time, I'm in my own race
Comparing myself to my peers, and I'm never in first place
It's like I do it to myself, enough damage is dealt
Fuck the fame, I want the wealth
I just wanna be special
This shit fuck up my mental
Don't know if I can handle
Happiness don't last too long, something like a candle