@ my worst
blackbear * Track #2 On misery lake
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@ my worst by blackbear
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The highly anticipated second song on misery lake, @ my worst, was originally posted on blackbear’s instagram story, then later posted on TikTok showing the making of the song. Originally, bear had said this single would come out with the ep, but soon after was announced as a single.
@ my worst Lyrics
[Intro]
Yeah
[Verse 1]
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
Playin' pretend that I'm available emotionally
I'm off a Benz, goin' 'round bends could be the death of me
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe I'm the best mistake you ever made
It sounds so fuckin' beautiful when you say my name
I'm praying to a God, a God I don't believe
The more I hide my scars, the easier I bleed
[Chorus]
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you еver had
Tell you you're bеautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
[Post-Chorus]
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
[Interlude]
Yeah
[Verse 2]
Don't try to call, do not disturb, I do not want to speak
This is the end, demons are friends, angels are enemies
I'm just a fool stuck in the past, your worst memories
I'm not ready for you to forget me
[Pre-Chorus]
I know that I'm the best mistake you ever made
It sounds so fuckin' beautiful when you say my name
I'm praying to a God, a God I don't believe
I showed you all my scars that I let nobody see
[Chorus]
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
[Post-Chorus]
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
[Bridge]
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
[Chorus]
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
[Post-Chorus]
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
[Chorus]
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
[Outro]
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
@ my worst Q&A
Who wrote @ my worst's ?
@ my worst was written by blackbear & Andrew Goldstein.
Who produced @ my worst's ?
@ my worst was produced by Andrew Goldstein & blackbear.
When did blackbear release @ my worst?
blackbear released @ my worst on Fri Aug 06 2021.
Does the track have any certifications?
Yes, “@ my worst” was certified gold by the RIAA on July 18, 2023.