My Window

I think I need a drink
Which is my favorite shrink
'Cause I'm so empty
I was waiting for the spring
It didn't change a thing
The end seems so tempting

'Cause now I'm all alone
And far away from home
And all I think about is
Did everything so wrong
Now everything is gone
Why did I do this?

But light gets through my window
Maybe theres some strength to fight
Feeling alive with a wind blow
Still, it's all black on my mind

'Cause I just wanted one more chance
To find a way inside my brain
To live life like when you dance
They say it takes away the pain
And I don't wanna feel alone again
But I wanna be alone all the time
Somеtimes I feel like the rain
Somеtimes I feel like the sunshine

My mood is perma sad
It feeds inside my head
That's all I have here now
I search for what I had
And my mind just gets mad
Can I reach it somehow?

I'm losing in this game of chess
My life is turning in a mess
I'm not the one who leads it
Now I only live in stress
Going down and getting less
And there's no way to fix it

But I'm still looking to find that day
When everything is pure and bright
When my problems will get away
I'll find some peace and feel alright

'Cause I just wanted one more chance
To find a way inside my brain
To live life like when you dance
They say it takes away the pain
And I don't wanna feel alone again
But I wanna be alone all the time
Sometimes I feel like the rain
Sometimes I feel like the sunshine

'Cause I just wanted one more chance
To find a way inside my brain
To live life like when you dance
They say it takes away the pain
And I don't wanna feel alone again
But I wanna be alone all the time
Sometimes I feel like the rain
Sometimes I feel like the sunshine