My vibes

No one understands my pain
They think I'm really insane
I try and lie
To just say it's lame
When the true feelings inside you calling my name
It's hurtful
Not feeling any remorse
Been all of course can you help me see the real me
That's impossible
Nothing really stoppable
Feeling lonely as hell
People look down on me as I fell can't rise to the top
I just want time to stop

Everyone knows that I feel a type of way
Don't matter if you a personor a Soul just trying to stay
Can't control my actions or the words from my mouth
But the feels everlasting I feel like dying now
Don't have to feel the same but it's easier said out
Rather say it's fair then stand alone and Shout
Not asking you to change for me not asking you to stay
But if I feel your Vibe I'm a feel some type of way
It's either I love you or hate you
Despise you or i take you
No matter what the deal my words forever chill

I know it's hard sometimes being depressed and shit but that's how I feel that makes me feel like I want to live
When no one knows my pain it buries deep inside but I can't hide my true feelings inside
With my negative Vibes is only just a phase that I one day hope never change

Maybe I want to live
Maybe I want to die but all the positivity causes my suicide
You question my Depression that's not a problem
You don't ever ask me why I got a hating problem

I try to make this depressing as possible
Cuz it's how I feel and it's really Unstoppable
No matter how much you want to help
The feeling inside of me can never truly melt
The way life is can never be the same
The reality I want to live has people in vain
Now i hate to say I'm wrong but I'm never truly right
When I leave and come back my life won't be just fine