My vessel

[Chorus]
Cut my arm like every night because of you
And that sounds really bad
But thats how sad it gets
And thats how tough
Life can get sometimes
When youre around the wrong people
Dont do what i did
Learn from me
Change your cerebral

[Verse 1]
Id love to say its true but its not
You can call me baby bloodshot
You can push my hands around
You can make me dance for you
Dont be shy stimulate it
It won't bite unless you cave in
See my head its real scary ain't it?
Youre a pussy, you wouldn't last one day in my vessel
My vessel
Now you know why i nestle in my bеd all day
Im pissed off, scared as a bitch and i can't get out of it
And i can't gеt out of it
Hes real quick to lie to your face ive seen it once or twice at this pace
He belongs in the mud and you know that shit
You know you can't get over him

[Verse 2]
If you sit and around and wait
For him to change on his own time
Cause his own time is 2 years down the line
When hes gay
Im not mad at that but at the fucking least be honest with me
Im at sea and im sinking so just throw me down some whiskey
To make it easier for the time being cause
I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE (being me)
(and i hate how the sun drives me insane)
How..?
How the fuck can love kill you?
How do i see my mind?
Hopefully you understand now
Imma stay in my vessel till i die