My Thoughts

[Verse 1]
Good morning, I wrote this song instead
I said I need to clear some things out of my damn head
About us, you & me, what we gonna be
I find it hard to find a way past all our history

I know it’s tragic, I sit at home alone, working on my music then I wonder why no-one hits up my phone
I say I’m busy when I’m not so I can be alone, then get mad when you don’t call up my damn phone

I can be complicated, understand why you’re frustrated
But you gotta know, when I am low, I don’t wanna be faded
Don’t wanna be by myself, cause sometimes it feels like hell
I find it hard to open up, cause this ain’t show & tell

[Pre-Chorus]
Too many times, people I gеt close to leave
So I hidе myself away so they can’t hear me breathe
People close to me, thinking that they can deceive me

[Chorus]
If you don’t mind, imma stay this time
Because I know I fucked up, to treat you wrong
When you should’ve been worshipped, like an angel
An angel yeah
Is it wrong for me to say I’m sorry again?
I just can’t think about you & him

[Verse 2]
I don’t know why I’m like this
Why I can write a list, 4 pages of what I did
Your voice is what I miss, Keep thinking about the kiss
& I can’t help thinking that I push away the people that are close to me

I like to walk in the rain, just to feel something real
Cause sometimes I can’t deal
With the feelings inside of me, pushing & pulling
Pushing me down & pulling me under the ground

I don’t really think, that I’m worth it
Coz I done wrong by you so many times
I don’t know why you, choose to stay with me
If you’re happier with him instead
I have doubts I have thoughts
About myself & my ways everyday
I think I’ll be fine, but I won’t promise you
Coz I don’t want to lie to you

[Chorus]
If you don’t mind, imma stay this time
Because I know I fucked up, to treat you wrong
When you should’ve been worshipped, like an angel
An angel yeah
Is it wrong for me to say I’m sorry again?
I just can’t think about you & him
No