My Symphony

[Intro]
So, I guess
I guess this is goodbye
Fuck It, So I

[Verse 1]
Oh my god, I just turned 25...
N I'm alive
For a minute
Man but I've deprived...
Myself
A life
I need a line
To grip
So I can tie
Around my waist
I feel like sinkin
Down
I wanna die...
To get it over with
I'm older
Man I wanna quit
I'm jumpin on this train
It's movin quick
I'm getting sick of it...
Watchin kids
Gettin bigger
Yo
I'm gettin pissed...
I wanna sit
Stationary
For a little bit
So have a seat
As the scenery
We see
Will seem
To bleed
To scenes
Of dreamery
Envisioned
In n endless sleep
Sittin endlessly
Beside me
On thе ride
Will be
Another momеnt
Passing
With this passenger
We'll never see...

All aboard...
The train
Will dock
Along the shore...
N let the older people
Off
To watch us
Passin on...
Sick with envy of
The children
Who were never born...
I wish to god
That I was them
I hate this train
We're on

[Chorus]
So it's time to say goodbye, to you
So thanks for stopping by
And listening
Even when, lyrics got, sickening
This is me, signing off
This is my, symphony

So it's time to say goodbye, to you
So thanks for stopping by
And listening
Even when, lyrics got, sickening
This is me, signing off
This is my, symphony

[Verse 2]
Oh my god
I'm gonna take another bite...
I'm getting overweight
N growing
Bigger
Every night...
Fuck it
What's the point
If caring
Man
It's only size
Dying's
Surely scary
Damn he's
26 n gonna die...
I think I need a diet
Fuck it tho
I'll never try it...
I am
So excited
Just to see
What's on the other side..

Sick of lyin hoes
Sick of tryn on the clothes
Knowin
That they'll never fit
N every time a different size...

So I'm passin on
Fuck man
I'm mad as hell
I've had it
Damn
I'm sad
N yellin
Out for
Help
N no1 knows...

What I'm goin through
I'm feelin
Cold
N so exposed
I've called
To those
Who knows
The truth
I rot
To slowly decompose...
Before the coffins closed
My bodies
Gone
I'm
Lost n froze
N all is gone
To fall apart
N slowly
Watch the dirt erode...

You find my coffin full
I'm hurt
N god is
Watchin you
I'm gone
I know
U know it
Oh my god I hope
I see you soon

[Chorus]
So it's time to say goodbye, to you
So thanks for stopping by
And listening
Even when, lyrics got, sickening
This is me, signing off
This is my, symphony

So it's time to say goodbye, to you
So thanks for stopping by
And listening
Even when, lyrics got, sickening
This is me, signing off
This is my, symphony

[Verse 3]
What?
You thinkin there that I'm depressed?
Or I'm upset?
A little
Naw
I'm happy
Man, I guess...
It's slowly makin sense
Life is what
You make it kid
So get up
Out the house
N start to live
This isn't what it is...
It's not the internet
Or twitterin
Or sittin there
Behind a desk
In mommas house
Watchin vids n talkin shit...
It means
To breathe the air
Relief
N Jesus
Ease despair...
Jeez
I think
They seem
To think
I'm here
To make em get upset...
Well, I'm not
I'm only livin
How I wanna live...
I wanna sit
A minute
Man n listen
To the wind...
I've given up
On it
Life eventually end...
Time is ending
In the end
We lose
Innocence
N then...
We slowly fade away...
Granite stone
Containing names
Etched into
It's face
To say
Goodbye to you
N then a date...

We're bound
To see the grave
It's fate
Decreed at every age...
Many claim
That God is real
I hope it's true
For heaven's sake

[Chorus]
So it's time to say goodbye, to you
So thanks for stopping by
And listening
Even when, lyrics got, sickening
This is me, signing off
This is my, symphony

So it's time to say goodbye, to you
So thanks for stopping by
And listening
Even when, lyrics got, sickening
This is me, signing off
This is my, symphony