My suicide (rough demo)

[Verse 1]
When the day is done, and I’ve had enough
I find comfort in my death
When the pain is gone, and I just feel numb
I tend to wonder what is left

[Verse2]
Everything means nothing but nothing means everything
The gab wasn’t enough, now the silence is deafening
Damaged, broken, shattered I’m nothing but debris
At the end of the day there’s no one left to hate but me

[Chorus]
When all of this is over
I deeply apologize
To evеryone I’ve hurt (Sorry)
Or I traumatized
At night bеfore I fall asleep, I close my eyes
All I can think about is my suicide

[Verse 3]
I’m not even sad, I’m just bored
I feel restless and ignored
Maybe I was born like this
Maybe it was learned
And I don’t want your help
Don’t care that you’re concerned
Just wanna blow my brains out
Jump off a roof
Go play in traffic or tie a noose
Play tic-tac-toe with the razor blade
Put bleach inside my lemonade