[Verse]
Day by day, I ruin it all
There's no time to call
Just you 'n me
I hurt everyone, I hurt everyone I come across
I've been hurting myself, blood all on my wrist
Maybe it's worth it, I am a piece of shit
When I leave this world, will you be happy now?
[Pre-Chorus]
Just answer me
Just end it, livestream it
That is all they want
Just end it, livestream it
That is all they want
[Chorus]
In my head, I see you, you found someone that's new
Now all I want is for you to see me follow through
With my plans that they want me to die, me to rot
All I want is to rot, I won't be here to talk
With my stupid damn words, that stab you, ones that hurt
I just still have an urge, slit my wrist, bleed out first
Mind's a mess, a mess
Play my heart like it's chess
I will livestream death next
Just another kid who's depressed
[Verse]
Day by day, I ruin it all
There's no time to call
Just you 'n me
I hurt everyone, I hurt everyone I come across
I've been hurting myself, blood all on my wrist
Maybe it's worth it, I am a piece of shit
When I leave this world, will you be happy now?
[Pre-Chorus]
Just answer me
Just end it, livestream it
That is all they want
Just end it, livestream it
That is all they want
[Chorus]
In my head, I see you, you found someone that's new
Now all I want is for you to see me follow through
With my plans that they want me to die, me to rot
All I want is to rot, I won't be here to talk
With my stupid damn words, that stab you, ones that hurt
I just still have an urge, slit my wrist, bleed out first
Mind's a mess, a mess
Play my heart like it's chess
I will livestream death next
Just another kid who's depressed
[Bridge]
All that people see of me is nothing
Puke out my guts, I wanted to see
What life would be like without hating everything
I guess it won't happen, all of this got to me
[Chorus]
In my head, I see you, you found someone that's new
Now all I want is for you to see me follow through
With my plans that they want me to die, me to rot
All I want is to rot, I won't be here to talk
With my stupid damn words, that stab you, ones that hurt
I just still have an urge, slit my wrist, bleed out first
Mind's a mess, a mess
Play my heart like it's chess
I will livestream death next
Just another kid who's—
In my head, I see you, you found someone that's new
Now all I want is for you to see me follow through
With my plans that they want me to die, me to rot
All I want is to rot, I won't be here to talk
With my stupid damn words, that stab you, ones that hurt
I just still have an urge, slit my wrist, bleed out first
Mind's a mess, a mess
Play my heart like it's chess
I will livestream death next
Just another kid who's depressed
my suicide livestream was written by zeija.
zeija released my suicide livestream on Tue Dec 22 2020.