My Suicide

[Verse 1]
I’ve been put to sleep, I’ve shot myself
Leave, my existence has came it’s time
I’ve been put to sleep
I put a bullet in my brain
There is no point in seeing another day
Nothing has been the same

[Verse 2]
I never wanted to join this planet, god damnit
To go through this shit
I’ve been waiting for my death
Been feeling this way since I was 10 been thrown in the trash by life my comfort came from a knife my only happiness came when I was put to sleep

[Verse 3]
Nothing is ever the same
My innocence has been burned
I’ve been doomed since birth
I hate seeing another day
Beaten, bludgeoned, abandoned by life I’ve been a ghost to some
Until I got a gun the panic falls when I stormed this place blew my brains and dropped dead

[Outro]
My son took the lives of eight people and killed himself my most beloved baby boy did that quote I’m thinking now my life is over there’s nothing I can do anymore what is done is done