My Story

INTRO....

Bitch better add my name. ‬
‪His new style be my old style & bitch I kinda find that lame. ‬
‪Fuckin golly act wood & holly true he kinda got some fame. ‬
‪Just remember who you watched and watched before you entered the game. ‬
‪Most of these rappers fake as fuck and I swear that’s gotta cease
‪Fake like a Geordie tits and lips or fake like a black girls weave ‬
‪I don’t wanna hear no shit bout last supper bitch I’m tryna feast. ‬
‪Shxdow where you from? Well my soul from the darkness shell from the east ‬
‪Man try teeth my steez like Jamie Oliver jerking jerk‬
‪Try be us it won’t work uhh uhh blood you ain't from these curbs ‬
Po used to drop us on opp block no shank, no phone, thats dirts
You ain't never seen bloodleak, trickle, drip, gush or squirt
Sometimes i don't even wanna rap cause it feels like it ain't done piss
But get me hated, rated, my face baited, get me nicked
I been doing this for ages
Used to put the dot dot under my bed right next to my trainers
Shells down the back of the sofa
How the fuck feds didn't find them ones when mums yard got spun over
Irrelevant victim its not amnesia, I just don't know ya
Man wanna question why i don't bring man through but i just don't owe ya
Were was you when niggas done switched on me and turned all cobra
Funny how man smile with opps but hate on so called friends
This is ends burying friends just like we bury our skengs
Feel like the hate is real and shit but feel like the love is pretend
Is this what my life is ment to be or isit the ends
Is this what most of these people be on or isit my friends
TELL ME PLEASE!!!
I don't wanna give no more friendships
Cause bonds get broke and bitch and it breaks my heart when i have to end it
Bro done shanked up my man blud and hoped that docs would ment it
I said bro done shanked up my man blud and he hoped that docs would mend it
Growing up was wild and dumb
Now I gotta roll with this and that just to protect mums son
Ever since I was about 15 I noticed life ain’t fun
I was about 13 14 when man first held that gun
The first time I picked up a knife for defense, I was like 8
By then it was too late, exposed to violence destined fate
Things that I done to my family imagine what I’d do to a mate
Sometimes gotta tell my bitch like fuck dat shit I don’t wanna do dates
I’m just tryna say I don’t wanna carry this sword today
Look outside the rain pouring on my window clouds are grey
And I keep getting invites online I don’t wanna play
And I hate when they keep asking me what’s up I don’t wanna say
Manna like manna like Shxdow how you depressed? Poor & war
Blood i look at the glass as half empty and it pisses me off even more
And I can’t trust these new faces but i watch these bitches more
Have you ever invested time then had your heart broke by whores
And that goes for male or female we all relate
Have you ever been snaked by ones you loved and felt that quake
Yeah I know you probably have the world gone fucking mad
Loyalty died like 2010 ... that’s fucking sad
Blood I hardly speak to my bros or sisters ... and where is dad?
Member when dad said I was going hell just because I rap?
If he ever knew what I did on road he’d think I’m tapped”
How can a man i grew up with end up takin crack
This was way before the beef was cracking it were'nt that
Cause swear my man started taking food cause i fucked his yat
Weak minded niggas blinded by the sight of pussy
Made it out the hood am lucky but i still think like chucky
Cause i know that man wanna get me down stupid fucking rooky
Thats why Shxdow got betty shetty and Shxdow get jucky
The way ive left slots in these niggas come like machines in booky...

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