My Soul

[Verse 1: Fliptrix]
Five roaches, psychosis, mind open
Eyes closed but still cry to find coping
Time slides in white smoke, I lie choking
Hiding my venomous dreams with high hoping
You’ve never felt pain until you’ve lost what you’ve held closest
Strains cutting my veins with thrombosis
The only beat I’ll ever truly feel is my heart’s pulses
Broke promises, hope my zones progress
It’s hard to face the place, your fate’s chosen
Your faith ain't settled your state your brain’s emotion
Deranged focus, I cry for help but help remains hopeless
Till your soul is not ghostless
I turn light into dark to see the dead in the summer solstice
So my soul flows so corrosive
Till my last breath goes and the coffin closes
Lay down, you’ll blossom roses

[Hook](x2)
I’m speaking so deep believe in my tone
I bleed on this beat, the reaper’s in zone
I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul
I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul

[Verse 2: Fliptrix]
I’m scared of the day when Mary Jane murders me
Hurting internally with burns that are third degree
Left in the middle ground, lurking in purgatory
Demons they circle me, scheming and hurting me
Blood spills burgundy like thieves in the night
Fam I flee with the urgency, footsteps tertiary
Sight of my thought of the things that determine these
I speak with the force so my power doubles Hercules
Lie when I’m dead, but for now I live vertically
With too much to say so there’s no time for work or sleep
Break down your train of thought, rob it like a burglary
And that’s a certainty, it’s mine for eternity
Mind when the serpents sneak
Mind how your mind works and mind how you earn your keep
Mind you’re not left a chalk line on these dirty streets at 33
Fuck that I yearn for peace

[Hook](x2)
I’m speaking so deep believe in my tone
I bleed on this beat, the reaper’s in zone
I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul
I’m leaving my body and freeing my soul

[Verse 3: Fliptrix]
Closing eyelids, death on a chosen island
Rest in silence, memories flashing vibrant
Brain alive but body holds no compliance
Trying to hold on to life but it fades and spirals
Was a gift now it’s going so I need to ride it
No time for guidance, virus struck and it triumphed
Seen the light now I feel like I’m high and flying
Mind enlightened, man you know I’m fine with dying
I know God so let me leave earth and try and find him
Let me leave earth and try and find him