My sorrows

Never offended always unfriended
Ima pretending that they know the answer to my cancer
Lean in my sprit wish i just die
Why?
Tired of the high
End all of the suffering
I'm buffering all the love in my heart
Im actually smart
Know where to start
Part it all together
Change in the weather
Sweater in my closet
I bought this
Hitch a ride home
Looking domed
Roming around
Screaming at my demons
Seemingly sad
But i came out mad
Had it all
But i stall too long
Im so done pretending to have fun
Wanna run away
Stay away
Please give me my way
Its late at night
Im frightened by the sight i see
Please help me
Find my path
Feeling the wrath of god
But i got juice in my pod
Giv em a nod
Tell em you O.K
Tears falling down your cheek
You on fleek
Have so much at stake
Done with the fake friends
Hence the fact
Im still sleeping off the pain
Sitting in the rain
Head down
No hope
So broke
Look at this rope
Want it all to end
Send out vibes
You stabe me with all of your knives
Telling your lies
Still surprised
Life going by to fast
Cast a spell
Never though it would work
Lurking through the sins of silence
No need for violence
Trying to figurer out my plan
Not about the bands
Prancing around getting attention
Not what i wanted but i got it
Ridding out looking for a different route