My song about death

[Intro]
-s, I've found myself
Lost in places, I mhm-

[Verse]
Lost in places, I've found myself
Fearful, place itself deep
So tired of crying and I'm tired of tears
I definitely wish we were never here
But we knew it was inevitable, uh, uh-uh
I'm so sick of thinking of the time I spent
But that's okay, 'cause that's just life
By now, life knows that I don't like life
We knew that we ran out of time
We all pretended that we are blind
We're closing our curtains and blinds
You're not here right now but forever in time
At least forever in my mind
Do you know I still think of you all the time?
And I'm so sorry life closed your blinds
I could think of everything we've ever did inside my mind
It doesn't matter, 'cause life closed your blinds
When life closed your blinds, it's like life just closed your blinds
How could life just fold the blinds?
And then I froze my mind