My Secret Life

Think i'll stay in bed again today
Too much sleep hurt no one before
I'm outside and yes i am looking in
Im outside and still i can't leave
Realize my secret life
Will i wait to say what is up with me?
I can't speak and say what i feel
Think i'll stay in bed again today
Then i'll tell no one at all
Realize my secret life
With you i can't be true
You and i are not even meant to be
You and i are not what seem
I'm outsde and so i am looking in
I'm outside and still i can't leave
Realize my secret life
With you i can't be true
Realize i am here
Realize i am gone
My secret life