[Verse]
All I wished for is all gone
Lines of sight, they’ve been redrawn
Wires in my body firing out without you here…
My insecurities
They’re taking shape in me
I know that I can’t do it
But I don’t know...
[Pre-Chorus]
How much can I take
Before I finally break
Is there still will in me
That I don’t know
[Chorus]
Existent
Inside me
My nerves feel so numb to me
And I can’t accept it
When my heart’s locked up all the way
Sickening to see that my body is falling apart
But maybe you’ll just save me again
[Verse]
I keep expecting you
To be my savior
But it was never truе
I feel so fucking used
The truth’s that I’m no good
Depеndent all on you
To keep me living on
And make it to the other side
It feels so empty without you
To numb it all
And take away
What i have left
So I can separate myself from everyone
I wish i didn’t need u
To keep me alive
All the vomit and the anguish
Isn’t it all so pitiful?
Painted words with all your poison
It’s just so fucking pitiful
[Pre-Chorus]
How much can I take
Before I finally break
Is there still will in me
That I don’t know