My Reflection

I don't know myself...I don't know

[Verse 1]
I'm tryna' work on the man in the mirror
My reflection is unfamiliar
Steps to recovery, broke and living in luxury
Discovering the thoughts I've yet to even consider
I struggle to work a job knowin' I make it quicker
Asking for handouts and you ain't even my nigga

Ain't see my homie in years, he told me how the beginnings slow
But you just watch how they gone flock after your center-fold

Late night dreaming you feelin all my pain
Always been the demons who tellin me I can't
Sweet so sweet, I feel this in my veins
Somethin, somethin, somethin in my drank

I'm rushin, pushin, comin for my pay
Applying all the pressure, they changin' all my plays
Plottin' measuring changing all my ways
Drenched this weather you see it on my face

Walkin' in the Buildin like chosen guys
I see reality when I close my eyes
Mysterious alchemy how we coincide
She mixed it up I sip ain't even what go inside

You make a mistake and they exposin' mine
My life a symphony listen how I'm composin time
Lifted my whole day like I'm supposed to
Looked at my reflection, say I don't know you

[verse 2]
No longer looking for the gifts that can be taken from mine
I'm on search to find my soul and all the gifts of my mind
Every pleasure ain't a treasure every hill ain't to climb
Imma black man, healthy and I'm wealthy with time

Ain't been too much restin lately
Learnin to live and movin wherever this lesson take me
Encodin messages, sendin signals like satellites
Prayin God don't try to play me when I get in my afterlife

Still don't know who I wanna be, but I know who I am
I don't know what I want to do, but I do know what I can
I know what i hate and how I don't wanna live
I don't claim to have a lot but know what I have to give
And I still don't know you