My Recipe

They say your life's precious, I say every moment is
I’m still here just tryna build a palace out a load of shit
When i was really on my arse nobody noticed it
But i had no one to blame but myself and i couldn't cope with it
Precious and a blessing that's what ever single moment is
Times when i was stressing everyone was just provoking it
There offering me ciggys and there hoping that i choke on it
I had to pray for blessings i didn’t wanna let my omens in
And i still get nostalgia when I'm walking through my bits
I think about all of my g's that got locked and i could flip
I feel sorry for thеm g's that got lost in all there drip
It's like wе only knew the value of our life when we were kids
Free da g's let em out, Mummy's still stressing out
Mummy's looking in the mirror screaming you won’t get me down
Body’s still getting found, Dream's are still getting drowned
But there is not an obstacle in life that we can’t get around

Alot of things are happening but trust me you should never fear
Trust me if you just believe then God will take you anywhere
I'm a soldier for the Kingdom Arsenal of weapons here
Medal of honour on my chest without the medal there
Look listen up mummy yeah you know i love you
And you don't need no friends when all they do is try judge you
My first child years it was you that i looked upto
Your a warrior you made it through the shit that you was put through
Mummy why you stressing out, You ain't never let us down
If you only had a pound you’ll give it me to make me smile
Laying on the washing pile, Bangers mash get it down
Looking into Bulwell bogs and wishing its the River Nile
I'm tryna see things clear but they ain't never clear
If you look into my eyes you'll see loads of Red in there
Feeling like i'm getting ill but I don't want no Medic care
I'm like fuck your love b I be smashing up your wedding chair

Alot of people drag me down I need to let it go
I was rolling out and not knowing if am getting home
I was tryna make it every day but I was fucking broke
Hungry brudda try and cross my line your getting fuckin smoked
Shoulda woulda coulda, I don't give a doggy bone
Never wanna let you slide, Am gone baby let me go
You fucked up and broke me first, Acted like i didn't know
Why you acting like say I'm the one that went and left you broke
Some people i just really don't fuck with all your energy's
And I just keep on sipping I don't look at my Hennessy
You think you got me down and you think you got the best of me
But you could never figure it out, What's in My Recipe
Some people i just really don't fuck with all your energy's
And I just keep on sipping I don't look at my Hennessy
You think you got me down and you think you got the best of me
But you could never figure it out, What's in My Recipe