My Rap (Masami Iwasawa Rap)

[Hook 1]
I lost it all before I could make my sound known
And suffered because of abuse from a bad home
Sad Machine gave me my dream, I was breaking at the seams
Inspired, wouldn't retire, but my body gave out on me
You heard my song, now it's time for my rap
See, for so long wanted to take the mic back
Music was my dream, my skills are on tap
Want to save lives with music, so their minds aren't cracked

[Verse 1]
Just an average girl, no, there's nothing special to be seen
Working hard while I'm breaking down behind the scenes
Clean living's all I want, seen some shit as just a teen
Heard fighting, and thought to myself: what does it mean?
To live, to work, as kids we search
For rhyme or reason to our being, to the bead that we been seeing
Mom and dad somehow leaving, leave us numb without feeling
The abuse, it leaves us reeling, thoughts of our past are sealing
Feeling lost and useless like a waste of space
Stuck and I'm unable to move out of the way
Of the train of life that carries others to success while I'm left in severe distress
Mental strain and inner mess, alone, abused, how am I blessed?
Crying, screaming, but pushing it inside
Whenever I see light, it's just so quick to die
People notice somethings off, I say I'm fine, I lie
Just to curl up from traitors and inner torment as I cry

[Hook 2]
I lost it all before I could make my sound known
And suffered because of abuse from a bad home
Sad Machine gave me my dream when I was breaking at the seams
Inspired, wouldn't retire, but my body gave out on me
You heard my song, now it's time for my rap
See, for so long wanted to take the mic back
Music was my dream, my skills are on tap
Want to save lives with music, so their minds aren't cracked

[Verse 2]
Alcohol took my father, and my father took my mother
Was an only child, so I didn't have sister or brother
Had to go it alone, but my head couldn't take cover
From hard working to collapsed and paralyzed is how I suffered
Felt in a rut for so long, I couldn't get out
Feeling alone, others talking smack and chasing clout
Found my fam in Triple S and GirlDeMo, lost my doubt
Through losing my life and my mind, I chose my route
Music awakened my spirit, I don't wanna hear it
If you disagree, that's fine, but my name? Don't smear it
My talent's what they're fearing, rapid growth, leave them searing
In anger, I feel ugly heads rearing, I'm tearing but
I work hard to be the best, I put others to the test
I never let myself rest, perfect, won't accept less
They were angry at rebellion, called me a brat
Don't touch that, I said don't touch that

[Hook 3]
I lost it all before I could make my sound known
And suffered because of abuse from a bad home
Sad Machine gave me my dream when I was breaking at the seams
Inspired, wouldn't retire, but my body gave out on me
You heard my song, now it's time for my rap
See, for so long wanted to take the mic back
Music was my dream, my skills are on tap
Want to save lives with music, so their minds aren't cracked
I lost it all before I could make my sound known
And suffered because of abuse from a bad home
Sad Machine gave me my dream when I was breaking at the seams
Inspired, wouldn't retire, but my body gave out on me
I was unable to feel I deserved to have my peace
Then I played my song and I finally set myself free
Realized in purgatory that I got my dream
After all this fight, I guess it's just how it was meant to be