My Poisin Is My Medicine

I stay still as the drugs hit me like a tidal wave
I'll be running till the day I fly away
I’m just looking for somewhere to hide away
Who am I to say?

I blame no one but myself It was my mistake
She just drinks the guilt inside away
Left it on a bad note, that's an understatement
But I'm the only one that knows how it felt back then
Hate me all you want it still it won’t get me out your head
All my thoughts got scars and scratch marks, that's dark
You made me turn to the drugs till the pain won't end
So baby, just leave me in the dark like you're so used to
You can't save me
Livin' with the pain, the worst part is I'm just so used to
Like I said before I'm slowly Pullin’ myself up out this place I put myself in I got old friends I’d probably knock out if I was around then
So what, no I, don't I trust no one, not a soul
I look back in the past and just see hatred and cold (hatred and cold!)
Aye, I wish I was numb but it just won’t go away
Hate that when I'm off the drugs when I don't feel pain
Still remember the day when you kissed me in the rain

I stay still as the drugs hit me like a tidal wave
I'll be running till the day I fly away
I’m just looking for somewhere to hide away
Who am I to say?
You're in my veins
You're like poison but nobody feel better
What happened? So sad, used to be so close now I'm just so sad
Why you so bad to me?
Why you so bad to me?
Why you so bad?
Why you so bad to me?
Why you make me have to bleed?
Why you make me so sad ?
You're in my veins
You're like poison but nobody feel better
What happened?
So sad how we used to be close now you're just a fucking stressed bitch