My Party (Radio Edit)

[Verse 1]
I-I-I-I-I hate myself
I’ll be okay
I wanna be all skin and bones
Party all day
Like I don’t care
Oh, I just wanna be alone
I eat too much
I throw it up
Drink alcohol
To numb it all
My body is a rave
And all I crave
Is euphoria

[Verse 2]
I loathe myself
Such a cliche
Swear I don’t wanna feel this way
I crush my pills
Just like my feels
My thoughts are spinning like the wheels
A race car out of control
My thumb just doesn’t stop the scroll
My body is a rave
And all I crave
Is euphoria

[Chorus]
Welcome to my party
Let’s get high-high-igh-igh
Welcome to my party
Where I’ll cry-y-y-y
I’m gonna dance to the melodies falling apart
I’m gonna dance to the beat of my breaking heart
Welcome to my party
Let’s get high-high-igh-igh
Welcome to my party
Where I’ll cry-y-y-y
I’m gonna dance to the melodies falling apart
I’m gonna dance to the beat of my breaking heart

[Verse 3]
I think too much and I fuck it up
I ruminate on things I hate
Where’s my hype
I’m supposed to be the A-type
Archetype, prototype, stereotype
I-I-I
Pick me up
I fall again
I mess it up
I’ll be okay
Just gotta figure it out
Gimme a minute
Gotta figure it out
Promise I’ll get it

[Chorus]
Welcome to my party
Let’s get high-high-igh-igh
Welcome to my party
Where I’ll cry-y-y-y
I’m gonna dance to the melodies falling apart
I’m gonna dance to the beat of my breaking heart
Welcome to my party
Let’s get high-high-igh-igh
Welcome to my party
Where I’ll cry-y-y-y
I’m gonna dance to the melodies falling apart
I’m gonna dance to the beat of my breaking heart

[Outro]
It’s my party
I guess I’ll cry if I want to
I hate myself
But you never knew that, did you?
It's my party
It's my party-party
It's my par-
If I want-
My body is a rave