my oh my

[Verse 1]
Wake up, eyes heavy, stress all in my chest
Didn’t even brush my teeth, I already feel a mess
Pull the hoodie on, tryna hide from the sky
Don’t even leave the porch, still wanna say goodby
Mom yellin’ “go to class,” but I’m done with that shit
Teacher talkin’ ‘bout my grades, like I don’t already quit
Backpack full of books, mind full of fuckin’ clouds
Everybody tryna smile, I just wanna shut ‘em out
My oh my, I’m tired before the day start
Fake laughs, fake friends, fake ass pop tarts
I don’t even want the bus, I don’t wanna leave my bed
I’d rather smoke my thoughts ‘til they spin inside my head

[Chorus]
My oh my, I don’t wanna go outside
I’m sick of fakin’ vibes just to make it through the ride
My oh my, got the weight I can’t deny
Prayin’ for a reason but the reason always hide

[Verse 2]
In the bathroom stall, headphones on blast
Cardi B playin’, tryna slow the time that pass
Everybody postin’ “good vibes” on the Gram
But my brain don’t match that filter, goddamn
I’m draggin’ through the hall, sneakers scuffin’ floors
Anxiety my shadow, follow me through every door
Counselor say “breathe, take it one step at a time”
Bitch, I been breathin’, still can’t climb
I just wanna go home, curl up, shut down
These fake-ass smiles, they can keep ‘em, I’ll drown
In my hoodie sleeves, let the tears stay dry
Tell the world “fuck you,” and wave goodbye

[Chorus]
My oh my, I don’t wanna go outside
I’m sick of fakin’ vibes just to make it through the ride
My oh my, got the weight I can’t deny
Prayin’ for a reason but the reason always hide
My oh my, I don’t wanna go outside
I’m sick of fakin’ vibes just to make it through the ride
My oh my, got the weight I can’t deny
Prayin’ for a reason but the reason always hide

[Bridge]
Coffee in my cup, but it don’t wake me up
Just another bitter sip from a bitter-ass luck
If life’s a test, then I’m flunkin’ on the daily
Can’t even fake a smile, bitch, it’s lookin’ shaky

[Chorus]
My oh my, I don’t wanna go outside
I’m sick of fakin’ vibes just to make it through the ride
My oh my, got the weight I can’t deny
Prayin’ for a reason but the reason always hide
My oh my, I don’t wanna go outside
I’m sick of fakin’ vibes just to make it through the ride
My oh my, got the weight I can’t deny
Prayin’ for a reason but the reason always hide