“My Mysterious Soundtrack” is the first single from Houston’s solo releases. Beginning as a piece of the score from Houston’s next film, the song transformed into the gothic synth-rock track it is now after being heavily inspired by Depeche Mode’s 1993 release “In Your Room.”
[Verse 1]
I never thought I’d wanna die before
I never thought I’d have to cry like this anymore
I never thought I’d have to hold it back
This kinda feelin' is becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
Mysterious soundtrack... oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
[Refrain 1]
You call me up whenever, tell me it’ll last forever
Or say we’ll get together and stay in bed forever
[Pre-Chorus 1]
Don’t wanna feel resentment
Don’t wanna get revenge, oh no
Not never, whatsoever
‘Causе no one else can makе me treasure
[Refrain 2]
My back against the wall, my hands up in the air
Our lips drawn apart, your fist full of hair
My back against the wall, my hands up in the air
Our lips drawn apart, your fist full of hair
[Chorus]
But I don’t know you, you don’t know me
I don’t know you, oh, no, you don’t want to
Don’t know me, no, don’t know me, no
Don’t know me, oh, no, you don’t want to
Can’t hold back, I won't hold back
This kinda feelin' is becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
Can’t hold back, I won't hold back
I don’t believe it, you're becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
[Post-Chorus]
Mysterious soundtrack... oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
[Verse 2]
I never thought I’d have to lie before
I don’t remember having trying this hard to ignore
I never thought I’d have to take it back
This kinda feelin' is becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
Mysterious soundtrack
Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
[Refrain 1]
You call me up whenever, tell me it’ll last forever
Or say we’ll get together and stay in bed forever
[Pre-Chorus 2]
Don’t wanna disconnect it
Don’t wanna make amends, oh no
Not gonna be surrendered
But then, I stop and start to remember
[Refrain 2]
My back against the wall, my hands up in the air
Our lips drawn apart, your fist full of hair
My back against the wall, my hands up in the air
Our lips drawn apart, your fist full of hair
[Chorus]
But I don’t know you, you don’t know me
I don’t know you, oh, no, you don’t want to
Don’t know me, no, don’t know me, no
Don’t know me, oh, no, you don’t want to
Can’t hold back, I won't hold back
This kinda feelin' is becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
Can’t hold back, I won't hold back
I don’t believe it, you're becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
[Outro]
This kinda feelin' is becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
This kinda feelin' is becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
This kinda feelin' is becomin' my mysterious soundtrack
Mysterious soundtrack... oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
My Mysterious Soundtrack was written by Ryder Houston.
My Mysterious Soundtrack was produced by Ryder Houston.
Ryder Houston released My Mysterious Soundtrack on Fri Jul 30 2021.