my mind

Take my gun to my side and load it before I go to sleep
Watch me, baby, while I try to fall a- fall asleep

Take my gun to my side and load it before I go to sleep
Creatures in my mind while I try to just fucking- fucking weep
Baby, don't you fucking help me, please
I just want a clear mind
I need help but baby, why the fuck do you act
So blind

Can you stop to ignore what I say to you
I need help
Why are you so selfish that you don't care if I don't feel well
Fuck, I cannot really continue like this
If I kill myself right now, don't you see that I won't be missed

Take my gun to my side and load it before I go to sleep
Creatures in my mind while I try to just fucking- fucking weep
Baby, don't you fucking help me, please
I just want a clear mind
I need help but baby, why the fuck do you act
So blind
So blind
So blind
So blind
So blind

You've been making jokes about me
When I asked you for- for help
I've been so close to just scream out "I need help"

Every single day and night I've been fighting to not kill myself
Oh, I just don't really wanna wake up
Would you kill me if I beg for it while I am on my knees
Or do I need to go to sleep

Take my gun to my side and load it before I go to sleep
Creatures in my mind while I try to just fucking- fucking weep
Baby, don't you fucking help me, please
I just want a clear mind
I need help but baby, why the fuck do you act
So blind

Take my gun to my side and load it before I go to sleep
Creatures in my mind while I try to just fucking- fucking weep
Baby, don't you fucking help me, please
I just want a clear mind
I need help but baby, why the fuck do you act
So blind