My Mind

(Verse 1 - Cashinova)

So fuck what them people applying
Bunch of vultures, y’all can never come eat with the lions
Eli Manning, Odell Beckham, I be with the Giants
Like a mime, I took my vision and built it in silence
I’m at Wakame, eating seaweed salad
On the phone talking c-notes like we singing ballads
There was times I was starving so I need to have it
No subtweeting bitch you see me at it
You was tryna throw them disses at me
Now it’s you who got the disadvantage
You with all them bridges burned
Doing all that mix and matching
I got ties in the city, shit get deeper than rapping
Claiming colors and making money’s something we been adapted
Both parents fresh off the boat with war stories
Resonating their culture and giving the city color
You know, taking this far as I’m a let myself go
Trying hard not to let myself go

(Chorus)

I take a puff to ease my mind, Lord knows I’m trying, knows I’m trying yea
Sometimes I want to give it up, now I can’t lie, I can’t lie yea
I know I’m a be fine with you by my side, you by my side yea yea
Trying not to lose my mind, Lord knows I’m trying, knows i’m trying yea

(Verse 2 - Slug)

I climbed into the passenger seat
Like ‘what the fuck you asking from me?’
We’re parked in an abandoned street
And I can feel it in the air, you ain’t even have to speak
You disappointed in my different choices and
I understand you want to see me find my voice within
You say you love me and you want to be my friend
You’re want to be present when I finally ascend
That was an awkward silence
I guess it might be too much to digest
Hold up a second, I think I need to stretch
Walked a circle ‘round the vehicle, I could see my breath
And when I got back in and sat down
I could tell I been blending into my own background
That’s how I fell into the sound of seat belt alarms
Ain’t nobody else around I’ve just been talking to myself in the car

(Chorus)

I take a puff to ease my mind, Lord knows I’m trying, knows I’m trying yea
Sometimes I want to give it up, now I can’t lie, I can’t lie yea
I know I’m a be fine with you by my side, you by my side yea yea
Trying not to lose my mind, Lord knows I’m trying, knows i’m trying yea