MY MIND

[PART 1]
Fucking having a "broken bike," oh, shut up!
Who put me in the same room as this faggot?

Hi! Welcome! The first song is gonna be a note from the author to himself, and after that, it's gonna--not be that

Hey everyone, this is Just checking in to remind you to keep all hands, arms, feet, and legs inside your thoughts at all times, okay dears?

[Verse 1]

I feel like I am Jim Carrey
The mask I wear is scary, ooh, uh
Hand on the cream like berry
I licked the bitch like Mary (*licks*)
Yeah tha--Yeah that's me
If you can't even rap, stop yapping
You switching up, you capping
Talking--talking shit
You got nobody to share
All of your hate with
Who care
Throw a--throw a fit
I don't care one bit
But I couldn't, wouldn't, won't, cause you a bitch
I just wonder how long it would take for you to die
Hanging higher than you've ever been on any line
Find
Him dead on the road, TEC-9
Put it through the head he used to hear my rhymes
I hope
Pussy you a fucking fraud
Pussy boy I pray to God
(Kill--Kill yours--)
I've been making enemies, head of bees on my neck
I be buzzing, I be cussing and busting a fucking TEC

[Verse 2]

Yeah they be talking that shit but I don't give a fuck I throw no hands in public
You wanna run up and hit and get hit with the bucket then buck it right on the subject
I am the voice in your head that you don't wanna hear but you just gotta learn to love it
I am the hand on the gat that be itching to blow on the sheriffs if I ain't above it
I got a bit of the weed
I got a bit of the wad
You got a bit of the seed
You got a bit of the talk
Serving a bit of the rock
That was a cap
Pussy you fronting a lot
Pussy you front on the gram
You not a man
You is a rat and a prick
You gotta cap for a dip
Pussy you banned
Pussy you renting them cars
Pussy you buying them bars
Barely a guy
Nigga you barely alive
Nigga hop outta my line
I see you lurking
I see you peeping my shit
I see you weeping a bit
I'm out of town
Sorry the boy ain't around
I'm gonna lay with the pound, yuh
That's the way I like it, soon as I switch which lanes
I would swing a young darkie like I switched up brains
I got water in my body, I am poor, I reign
I got slaughter in my blood, I am so insane
Taught our apes that all doubt me I'm a monkey say it proudly
Woo!

[Verse 3]

It's a zoo back home
Wish I drew that chrome
Put 'em down when I had the chance
Make it look like happenstance
Cops will do a tapping dance
And opps will get a crap in pants
I'm a wraith
I'm feeling darker, cannot concentrate
I am hate
I wanna park and hit you in your face
Feel the bass
I'm smoking heavy blunt is always laced
Run the raids
But no one know if Darkie caught a case
Fuck you, G
You nigga bitches niggas ain't for me
Tainting me
I can't believe these kids are painting me and
Drawing me
I don't know what they might have saw in me
A ball of meat
I throw 'em out until it's perfect bro
Worth it though
They not around when I am hurting more
I don't care
That's why I choose to go delete my hair
And now they staring at me like I mattered all along to them
I'm your friend
I'm Brahman, it's your life I'll end

[Outro]

It's your life i'll end
It's your life i'll end
It's your life i'll end
It's your life i'll end
It's your life i'll end
It's your life i'll end
It's your life i'll end
It's your life i'll end
It's your life i'll e-

[PART 2]
I would love to show everybody how crazy this, but it's unfortunate that we can't, because not everybody will be able to handle it
Well, call the police and send them to my place of residence
I love you
I love you too, man, thank you for being here for me

[Verse]
I went to sleep at five o'clock
Woke back up at around one
Gotta use the John, like a round one
Roach on the ground, move around one
And now it's two 'cause I was burnin'
Now I'm up at seven 'cause my body learnin'
How to catch a Z, no Promethazine
It's a cloudy summer, what the weather mean?
I been thinkin' 'bout how I'ma eat based on dollar amounts
I got that app and account
That show me if I surmount
To other people, I'm not worth what I have done
I am worth what I have owned
What I have sold, how many dollar I hold
How many tuck in my fold
How many bands that I roll
I feel my heart and it cold
Colder than ice, colder than ice
Knockin' down somebody door
"Get on the floor!"
People have heard that before
Gettin' stuck up and sent home
I know I'm trapped in this world
I know I'm trapped in this form
Might as well act like I'm born
I am a human
I will kill everything I can adorn
Bring me your art, bring me your laws
Fuck it, I'm burnin' it all
Ridin' through Vernon to ball in the valley
I can not get out of Cali
I love the ocean and alleys
Livin' in the wild, wild west
I just wanna pile my checks
I just wanna find that key
I just wanna set me free
I don't know, let me be
I don't know, let me be!
Workin' like Da Vinci
'Cause I got no love in me
I just got that blood in me
I won't put that mud in me
I wanna feel pain
'Cause if there ain't pain, no gain
And I don't wanna fry my brain
I've done about every strain
And I'ma enjoy my lane
And I'ma enjoy my reign, you bet
You niggas ain't feel nothing yet
But I ain't even place my bet
Yeah I ain't even show my hand
And you goin' down, one band
Abandon your band in a can
I am a man (Yuh, ayy, huh)
But we are the thoughts in his head
I am trapped, I must rap
Or else everything turnin' to red
Turnin' in bed
People at work goin' on about me
And these rappers is showin'
They think that I owe 'em
I just might pick up and throw 'em
I just might blow up and show 'em
I know I'm trapped, I know I'm trapped
I know I'm trapped, I know I'm trapped
I know I'm trapped like a bird in a cage
I know I'm trapped, and it fill me with rage
I know I'm trapped in another man's mind
I know I'm trapped, I'm the last of my kind
I'm trapped, I'm trapped
Alone in the city, got 12 on my ass
Got 19 years in me, I'm older to many
This kid drinkin' Henny at kick backs
Said I do not look like I'm young

[PART 3]

Gundam Lizard made of hot Radon
Condemn any little acts they gon' make
I might light a blunt, that thing long
I might kill it in that same bong (huh)
Home! I am home, I am back
I am looking for my tree (huh)
Where could it be? (yuh)
Inside of me? (huh)
Don't be so--don't be so silly, yuh
I might just roll up a Philly, huh
I might just roll up at dark, huh
I might just roll up your city
It is my right, it is my wrong
It is my left, it is my song
And I wanna go dumb
I got no hands for you, not even palm
I'm on the drum, yuh
I'm in the dumpster, I am a monster
I'm on the good, I might be turning green
I'm in your hood, I am sipping that tea
I'm on that X, not on that ecstasy
I am too sad to get Sector C
None of you humans respected me
All of my niggas expect to see, can't
Not if we gassin'
I am not into the action of passin', nah
I just wanna bounce like a basketball
You just wanna bite like a mosquito
I'm feeling sad but I mask it, though
I don't gotta be afraid of y'all
You don't gotta be amazing, nah
But everybody getting fazed
I am made up of my days
I am the water I raise
I am the evil within
Got a smile on my face (yuh, huh, ayup yup yup yup)
Ha
Let's go to hell, I hear that shit pretty
Vat so swell that you fell in with me

[Verse 2]

I got no time no more, in the brown like Rollo, ooh ooh
I might hit that solo, yeah my heart is hollow, ooh ooh
Hell is in my person, there ain't no more searching, right here
Hello I be hurting, got a gun up to my ear
We in fear
I don't know why I'm here
I don't know why I feel the way I do
I cannot love myself
Every day I am a different dude
Shit brother, kill yourself
Shit brother, I am on to something here
Shit brother, heal yourself
How can you fix what you don't know is there?
In your mind
Many people who love many different things
Bitches diamond rings
I feel something and it stings
I feel something and it hurts
I might burst
Lil Darkie will come yelling at me first
I'm the worst
I am the worst, I am first
I am cursed, get down!
Get--get down!

[Interlude]

R.I.P. to you, I hope you feel me now
R.I.D. the Earth of you teeny clowns, haha

[Outro]

"Oh, bro,"
"How'd you do?"
"Still insane, failing"
Kill yourself
"I was going through all my emotions at once--but the time, I kept trying to grasp, and it was not there to grasp"

[Part 4]
Kill yourself you really don't matter
Kill yourself bitch make the glass shatter
Kill yourself that's mind over matter
Kill yourself 'fore I pull up and pull up and
Kill yourself you really don't matter
Kill yourself bitch make the glass shatter
Kill yourself that's mind over matter
Kill yourself 'fore I pull up and splatter

[Verse]
Seventh grade I was right up at the chimney
I had it in me
I could have been free
I hit that jump and I flew with the birds
Somebody evil must have heard my words
Caught me and put me right down on the floor
I had to get up and try it some more
But every time I looked down at the 'crete
I felt the pastor begin to repeat
I cannot die, I cannot fly
Stuck in the middle so what am I?
I wanna fly with the butterflies
It's hard to look at me cut your eyes
I am that guy, I cannot die
Am my own hand, I am a man
Or so they tell me, they wanna fail me, nah
I'm in a panic, I'm in a rush, I'm feelin’ manic
Manic depressive, just like my mother
She doing good, but not with my brother
I'm on the line, he on the tab
His friend was tripping
Trying to stab a knife in my mom
12 had to come
What was you thinking? Is you a bum?
He trying to blame me
Why would you say this is cool
Faggot you bought it from someone at school
Mamma said I gotta feel for my karma
She said you gotta control your anger 'fore it harm ya
I don't know what Imma do
I gotta play it cool, since I dropped outta school
My mamma stressing a lot and she be stressing the plot
Like what you gon' do when I'm gone?
Rattled my skin and my bones
When I'm alone, I don't know that
I don't know anything, I just know rap
Guess I know many things, I'm with the rats
Down in the sewers
I had some friends, but now I have fewer
Take what they sold us, wasting our time
Chasing our dreams, not enough rhymes
Can get on the radio, which of us fail?
Who gon' fall off, and which of us bail?
All of you rappers, none of you artists
But now I smoke rappers so guess I'm a part of it
I guess I'm retarded
I guess I'm stupid
I guess the only one loving is cupid
I am a wraith, I am at level
I am the snake, I am the devil
I am the dark, I am the bully
I am not anything truly or fully
Why am I here? I here? I'm so high dear
I fear I might die here, lie here, I might lose my life here
I was on tab at two watching cartoons at the dorms
My ego shatter my will power worn
That's when I knew I was killed and reborn
That's when I knew I had taken my form
I'm Brahman, I cannot be killed
If you get me then my blood you will spill
But I will live on in the bodies of others
I will come back in the form of my brothers
I am detained by everything else
If I was solo I'd shine like an angel
Falling from glory to live in the manger
I am the mad god I am the danger
Killing me nigga my body has shed
Looking at me turn they vision to red
Why do you hate me? Why do you hate me?
You do not understand what's in my head
I cannot understand what is in yours
I am infinity under my pores
I have affinity for making enemies
After I've ended these, I'm making more
All of these people have broken my trust
They are the rain on my heart and it rusts
I let this bitch grab a hold of my soul
And she stole it and sold it away for a price
I get my bust out with the nine
Put it through that nigga mind
Leave it behind
I hope you kill yourself kill yourself
I hope that nobody find you
Yes I do yes I do mind you
Get out my face, nigga you stink
I caught a case, more time to think
Wounded myself, I'm on the brink
You wanna take away my love
She wanna be taken I'm mistaken
Darkie breaking kill best friends
No resting no west end
No east side small tribe
No lease sign release my fear
I see clear, I want more, I'm so near
I'm that man, ain’t no boy, I don't shake, I stand straight
I was played like a toy, now I'm baked, feelin' great
Off the shrooms, in my room
We some goons, bumping tunes
Took that eighth I had mentioned
Electrical tension
Build up, filled up my head space
Lay down on my bed case
Scared of what I had faced
Wanted to die

[Outro]
Ay, uh,Brahamn, how are you doin? Well I'm Mr. Mushroom, it's nice to meet you, your, uh, teacher sent you here because you wrote "I feel like Tyler" on the bathroom wall. Uh, why don't you tell me about that? Well see, if you're not gonna talk this is gonna be a really long time…

[PART 5]
I don't even think they understand
My mama played Bob Marley, my mama, huh, my, my mama
Ayy
Ha, let's get it
Mmm, mmm, mmm
Get it
Yuh

[Verse]
My mama played Bob Marley, my mama knew how to party
I'm a beast on the beat, I might bust on repeat in your 'ville
We on the street and we kill
We the people on pills and the reefer
Hangin' on key for incels, I can't let them give me hell
I can get down, I can get down underground
I'm on a pound of the sound
Louder than shit, you got your blood on my fit
I don't care, I can't see it
I am too lit, lit, lit like a candle
Little hard to handle
You say you a lion but you really just a dandel
You got no feet on the floor
That's why I'm fuckin' your hoe
She liked it though
All of us people with feelings
All of us people with dealings in death
All of us people, we get down
All of us people, we movin' our breath
Weekday, up to my neck in a shift
Get home, I gotta spit what i writ'
Lay down, I got that blunt and it's split
I wish, I could forget about this
Shit

[Chorus]
Get yo' back up off the wall (Yuh)
Get yo' back up off the wall (Ayy, ayy, ayy)
Get yo' back up off the wall, ayy (Yuh)
Get yo' back up off the wall (Yuh, yuh)
Get yo' back up off the wall (Ayy, ayy)
Get yo' back up off the wall (Off the wall)
Get yo' back up off the wall (Yuh, yuh, yuh)
Get yo' back up off the wall, ayy (Ayy)

[Post-Chorus]
Get yo' back up off that wall (Ayy-ayy)
Too many kids talk shit, no balls (Yuh-yuh)
When we get down, we do not fall (Ayo)
When we get down we one and all (Ayy, ayy, ayy)
Ayy, ayy, ayy

[Bridge]
If you got feet, I want you to move
If you got soles, I want you to show em, okay, there's too much of this bullshit, people standing up on the fucking wall, they got no feet, nigga, just get on the fuckin floor--
Ayy, ayy, ayy
Yuh
Uh
Yuh, ayy
Ayy, ayy, ayy
Uh, yuh
Huh, wait, wait, wait, wait

[Outro]
Yeah
Yeah, I can get down
I can get down on a pound of the sound
And I deal it, fillin' my spirit
I know you hear it, I just might sear it
Burn