MY MEDS ARE WORKING

Oh God, I think there's been some sort of change in me
I don't feel too good, but I don't feel like I'm dying
Dear God, there's been a change in me
I hear a call out from nowhere and everywhere
As if the earth was opening its mouth and screaming
I think my meds are working now

Oh my junglist boyfriend drives a Cadillac
And he's pretty nice to look at, I think I'm finally normal now
Yeah, I'm feeling pretty normal now
I light his cigarettes, from the passenger seat
My sunglasses provide the world an affect of amber glow
Could everything be this warm forever
And my normalcy is spreading, this is the summer of normalcy forever
Even the reaper project file is crying out to me in ecstasy

Oh wanting to live, oh wanting to try
These were the things I didn't know were options
Until I almost died

Lithium carbonate coursing through my blood
How long its been since I've felt this good
And normal now
I'm really normal now
The spring is coming, the beautiful spring
Took a long time to come
But now it's here
Oh the light and sound
And texture and color of everything
I know this feeling won't last forever
But after I think that, I think whatever
Cuz we're here right now and my meds they're working now