My life prt 2

First rap I wrote yea they thought it was great but this one gon' be better yea I got strong faith, you can tell that I'm down yea you can see it in my face, I'm steady searching the world tryna find my place, and I ain't doing it right yea I know that for sure, some people turn to alcohol but it's my heart ima pour, poppin pills no I don't think so I ain't going that way, anytime I feel stressed ima hit my knees and pray cause I was taught to face my problems and take it day by day, my momma yea she struggling just to keep her cool she wanna see me strive and get through high school, I tried to tell her I'm tryin but she think that I'm lying, I can't even be mad cause I'm the one who started this, If I'm speaking on my mama best believe I ain't gon' diss, and if I was my dad I would have already walked away, I'm thankful for that man cause he stuck it out and stayed, I know in my heart for them I'd take a bulliet real quick, they fix my broken clock yea they gave it back it's tick, and Tristan, he's my blood, thicker then ever, me and him we got a bond that you just can't sever, I love that boy to death for him I'd take my last breath, lil Curtis he something yea he stole my heart, it's like I'm the bullzeye and he's the lucky dart, he's young and he's wild but he's a strong go getter when I look at them it makes me wanna do better, I love all my brothers even tho I don't see the others we'll never part their always in my heart, but I can't cry now don't wanna let my sis down. Some days I wake up I feel sad and non lifted but it's hard to be happy when you wish you never exsisted somedays I wanna say goodbye not for the short while just wanna close my eyes and take off the fake smile, do you know what it's like to feel you have no worth you try everything you can but it just don't work, cause you can bandage the wound but it's still gonna hurt. I've been told that I'm pretty yea I get that a lot but I can't bring no one in my life gotta find my own spot. THE REST IS COMING LATER!!!!!!!