My Life part 1

Life is a cold cold world, something not meant for pretty little girls. All the drugs and the hate, and people incriminating life will never be roses and pearls. Tell me somethin’ do you know what it’s like to hardly know you mother it hurts so bad that you can never tell your brother. You love one type and you never love another that’s how it works don’t fret it could be worse. I gotta daddy who’s dead now wrap that around your head and my uncle in prison knowing he missing all the things in my life but yea he keep on wishin’, I’m tellin’ you my life so you tell me yours cause in my story when it rains yea it pours, and I can go on and on about how my life’s not perfect it would take all your time and trust me it’s not worth it, cause a guy once said you reap what you sow and I may not think a lot but that’s one fact I know. I have a grandmother who had to put up a fight he hit her so hard she thought she’d never see the light, with another chance, kill her, he might, now I’m just glad that man is out of her life but listen, her life got switched got turned all around cause my papa swept her feet right off the ground, they really made it work they were always going strong always doing right when they were surrounded by wrong, Now these two people who really wanted love, Man’ I’ll tell ya they were my angel’s from above they took us in gave us life filled all the holes that were cut by a knife, I know I never show em’ right even when they hold me tight, but I swear to God I love ‘em never put nobody else above ‘em. You know my daddy yea he was really great, until the whole dang world wanted to seal his fate, man, that’s so much hate, how you rip a guys life apart you don’t even know, but just like him Ima buck I won’t fold, and no, I ain't saying Ima go out and start a fight cause see the man you deemed crazy taught me wrong from right! And I know he’s looking down on me, but he won’t ever frown on me, I keep it in my heart, that’s how I never fall apart, they say let it out let it go, the answers the no, so stop, I gotta keep going the way I’m going cause I feel like I’m on top, It’s words from my uncle he said “never give up,” So that’s what I’m gonna do cause I know that I’m tough, My uncle is gone, he’s behind the gate, I ask him when he’s getting out, he has no date, Man, I think he’s really in there forever, But I still keep wishin’ cause I’ll never say never, Now, my mother I can’t even talk about her, never said I didn’t love her cause I do, but when she tells me that she does people say it’s not true, and her parents are dead to me, their lives are like debt to me, you might think saying this is really bold, but those people kicked me out when I was four years old, they said they couldn’t take care of me, this and that, maybe they could actually try if they put down the the crack, ok I got seven brothers, some hardly know each other, My life cannot be a miss gotta keep going for my sis, she has to have a better life cause I want her to feel safe at night, Everything That I’ve said is true and real, So next time you ask what’s wrong that’s my deal!