my life is falling apart

[Intro]
(Oh, whoa, I can't go much longer!)
(I'm trying to be be fucking stronger!)
(Oh, whoa!)

[Verse]
Oh, I've been tryna get through this pain!
I've trying to not be insane!
I'm so sick of the pain!
I'm done trying to love these people in my life!
I'm done trying to feel alright all the time!
I'm done lying to the people I care about, sayin' I'm fine
I'm done trying to feel better, to feel alright!
Like (OH!!) why'd you have to tear me down! (WHY!?)
Why'd you have to leave me out to (DRY!?)
Why'd you have to leave me to fuckin' (DIE!?)
I'm sitting here asking myself the same thing (WHY!?)
Ooo, I'm sick of my fam treating me like I'm nothing, it's annoying
I'm sick of everyone saying "Stop getting high just for your enjoyment"
Like, it helps me feel happy again, makes me feel whole
Makes that piece of my heart that has a hole
Get patched up, but not for long
Nah, I'm not that strong
But I feel like being nice is just so wrong
Because of the fact that they still tear me down, my pain, they I flaunt
But I don't, I write music 'bout it and ask for help
Please, don't put my fuckin' feelings not the shelf

[Chorus]
I'm sick of the hurt inside my HEART!
My fucking life is falling APART!
It's been like this from the start!
But I don't wanna be alive
I wanna die!
Oh, whoa I can't go much longer!
I'm trying to be fucking stronger!
There's so much pain in my heart
Since the start
My life has been falling apart!