My Life Is A Side Project

I tried to give you my best anytime, thinking back on what we had, I was afraid to lose myself before I lose someone else. Time to forget all the times you made me feel like that. Alone in despair. Time to forget all the times you pushed me to the edge over and over. The best I tried was nothing to you, everytime the loss was in my eyes and if I could go back and wipe away all the memories to start again. Don't tell me who made up your mind for you to leave me behind. Without saying goodbye. No, I don't care. Can you tell me where I went wrong with you to end up like this? Time to forget all the times you made me feel like that. Alone in despair. Time to forget all the times you pushed me to the edge over and over again