My Life, in Shambles

The first two weeks were spent on the floor in pieces
Nights were long and sleepless, mornings nonexistent
I spent countless hours sat motionless in the shower
Spent the last few months just waiting for the summer
And it couldn't have come really any slower
But now it's here and nothing's changed

Misery loves company, and who am I to disagree?
But no one wants to talk to me
So why do I bother checking my phone if there's no one texting me?
It's just a habit I can't shake
I'm so stack overflow, the definition of insanity
Just hoping I'll see your name followed by "hey", "hi", "hello"
Or "can I ask you a question? it's kind of important"

Some people never change and we're perfect examples
'Cause I still act the same and now my life's in shambles
A lifetime of regrets, holding on the what-ifs, but that's all they'll ever be
That's all they'll ever be

I don't wanna go outside today

(I'm just the third wheel) I can't stand seeing you next to him
(Oh, it's no big deal) At least that's what I keep telling them
(Ask me how I feel) All I wanna do is get you back
(We're just a Big Wheel) You're the two small wheels in my back
Holding me back from my true potential
I am a unicycle