My life

[ intro ]

Alright everyone keeps asking me
Whats my problem or whats wrong
All the time well fact is you dont know me
So let me tell you about my life

[ verse ]

Lets start with introducing myself
My full name is Asher Faye Reed or if you
Want to go by my birth name its
Whitney Faye Reed Ima virgo born september 9th 2005
Turning 15 in two months yeah im counting the days
But does that matter no it dont
I've been bullied ever since pre-k
Oh dont even get me started with that i've been bullied and
Threatened ever since i was small and
Its still continuing people are probably saying
Oh everyone has been through that
But hey imagine a life not knowing your real father
And having your mother tell you all
The bad things he's done like my father tried to abuse me
He abused my mom almost made my brother starve but hey hes gone now thank god for that years later we hear he is in the area once again looking for us
We dont know where he is now
My mom she completely doesnt understand me
Thinks my thoughts and depression is all for attention yeah not so fun
Now is it i watched my grandmother suffer through
Pain and i watched my dog suffer to but there gone

[ Chorus ]

You think your life is perfect well look at mine
Ive been through all the pain and im suffering
Dont ever compare my life to yours my life is shit
Yeah it really is so please for fucks sake dont judge me
For my looks or personality

[ verse 2 ]

Ok that was just the beginning oh honey it get worse
Imagine getting choked by your boyfriend who you just found out he
Cheated on you at the age of nine at the middle of the school session
No teachers around to help your friends watched surrounded by students not able to breath helpless
Yeah that happened to me in 4th Grade
Ive been betrayed for years no one not even a soul helped me through it all i was helpless
When i was in my first year of 6th grade i was weak hid all the time when people bullied me yeah call me a coward but it wasn't my fault My heart broke at the time
Family member died the time around 6th grade i grew sadder and sadder 7th grade i met this guy his name was shakim thought he was perfect he knew what ive been through but he was like the other right when he saw this girl who was just like him i knew he was gone and just like that i was replaced i was alone got abused by my mom 8th grade it starts out perfect till you get into an argument with your friends then it all goes down hill you start to lose everything your alone nobody there then i met someone on genius and he is my boyfriend hopefully he understands my pain and sees what ive been through

[ Chorus ]

You think your life is perfect well look at mine
Ive been through all the pain and im suffering
Dont ever compare my life to yours my life is shit
Yeah it really is so please for fucks sake dont judge me
For my looks or personality

[ bridge ]

Now im off to 9th grade lets see where the road takes
Me now i hope i just dont dissappear before the school year even starts

[ Chorus ]

You think your life is perfect well look at mine
Ive been through all the pain and im suffering
Dont ever compare my life to yours my life is shit
Yeah it really is so please for fucks sake dont judge me
For my looks or personality

[ outro ]

Thats all i have to say
And now you know every damn thing