My Life

[Verse 1]
Even though it’s slowly
I can see your plan unfolding, opened
In front of me, my walk is far from over
Strolling, holding onto pieces, the reasons I feel I’m chosen
Rendered incomplete at Your feet, far from worthy now I know it
Steady praying that the seams of these dreams could be controlled with
The Holy Spirit reigning over, pleading, please puppet the thoughts of this poet
My soul is off and I know it, the day to day routine of incompetence
Attempting to portray Your solemn providence, only
You know that I’m the image of wickedness
Lacking with access to everything, my lack is deliberate
Lack wisdom and innocence
Lack meekness, my weakness steeped in selfish ambivalence
Self righteous diction, the fulfillment to serve myself and my influence
Using your name sake to make a name, wait…
This sickness has crippled my mission
Sipping on the gin, knee deep in a bottle I’m wishing
God bless the ignorant
Who saw my life of lack and delivered it

[Chorus]
Fall to my knees I worship you
I can feel the morning dew
Sun shining through
There is nothing I can’t do
If I is replaced with you
Make haste and move
The seed can make mountains move
If it’s ground in You
See the flower bloom
There is nothing we can’t do
If we all look like You
Let me write Your truth
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A life worth giving
My wrists, my feet, my crown

[Verse 2]
You know the feeling when evil’s surrounding you
(My life)
Is only found in You
Absolute and accountable
Accounted for by the Infallible
Seem incompatible
(My life)
Is a story of impractical gratitude
Overshadowed by actions, acted out since Adam was rattled
Soul wholly locked in this battle, will it break or shatter
The pattern of how a captive move burn through sinful capital
Raptured into the stature of a captain, transparent as the rings of saturn
Fight for my life locked in this battle thinking I got ‘em
The sins of my past begin to fade into the asylum
At the bottom is Sodom, see the enemy and I spot him
The hate that he attempts to sow is sewn shut by my Father
He holds me like a toddler
Blessed to call Him Abba
The only God to follow
The only God that I know
The Alpha not Apollo
Omega never hollow
The Author of my faith who holds the promise for tomorrow
My heart is crying!

[Chorus]
Fall to my knees I worship you
I can feel the morning dew
Sun shining through
There is nothing I can’t do
If I is replaced with you
Make haste and move
The seed can make mountains move
If it’s ground in You
See the flower bloom
There is nothing we can’t do
If we all look like You
Let me write Your truth
-
A life worth giving
My wrists, my feet, my crown
Daily crucifixion

[Verse 3]
In my life I always knew that there was something I needed
Never knew what to call it, felt like my stomach was bleeding
But the hunger that I felt was more than inconvenient
And believe when I speak it, homie I’ve battled with demons
I’ve fought with my hatred, even wrestled with anger
Witnessed close friends smiling finding success my anguish
Alone pursuing music, blood spilt on this pavement
Took some blows to my pride along that road to be famous
I’ve been stepped on, slept on like I wouldn’t make it
Little did I know my dreams needed to wake up
Had to love selfish people, to find loving self is unwise
Worshipped many idols in my life but found one God
And He’s told me. much more than one time
That He hasn’t failed me not even one time
I was made complete when His only Son died
Praying that He reminds me daily when the sun rise! So I!

[Chorus]
Fall to my knees I worship you
I can feel the morning dew
Sun shining through
There is nothing I can’t do
If I is replaced with you
Make haste and move
The seed can make mountains move
If it’s ground in You
See the flower bloom
There is nothing we can’t do
If we all look like You
Let me write Your truth
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