My Insanity

[Verse 1]
In my mind the feeling’s fine
Got so fucking used to feeling like dying
Feeling tipsy, keep filling this whisky
Been 2 days and no one seems to miss me
This just might be the best ending
Gawd, maybe this will work
This should work, my dreams won’t work
Numb the feelings or just numbed all of the hurt
What do you know about this feeling?
What do you know?
You’re so perfect in you pearly world
Appealing not just me but everyone that loved me
It’s funny? I don’t see what’s so funny
But I’ve been thinking and it seems to be
Anything I want to be
Well, I’mma make them laugh
Make them cry, make them live
Make them die

[Verse 2]
Six paranoid wishes got me
Feeling all distant from these
Supposed to be helping, they
Make everything worse to think
Come together, my girl
Temptation smiles, girl
A beautiful mind
Beatle filled line
See my premonition spread its wings
And sings and the little children sleep
Kool-Aid spills on every little thing
And listen, they pay attention
Finally listens, finally mentions
The who I am, a God, I stand

In my mind (fade)

[Verse 3]
Time to take it to another level
If you dancing with me
Then with the devil
Hell razor
Stunting hard in the church with the blazer
Show me the best and I’ll replace him with an eraser
Disgrace is the human race
So I trans to a different race
I’m from another place where they
Take bitch hating ass niggas to maze
Only way they’ll make it out is through a pit
Watch me spit blaze...

[Verse 4]
Uh, and I ain’t got nothing but stacks of time
Uh, so watch me raise the death to life
Uh, a mad scientist with fucking gifts
Something like Frankenstein when I cross the lines
Uh, genius to insanity, just to do for the sake of vanity
So if you’re the best that we’ve seen
You don’t see me
As I grab for the shit that you don’t see
I’m the shit, but you stink
You remind me of what I want to be if I kill my dream
But shiny all appeal to me
You’re gonna kill the whole world just to get to me
Don’t give a damn, don’t give a fuck
Roll up in a pint, girl what’s up
Do this shit long enough and like a plane
All these bitches will all be are ready to take off
Jack’City, not the New Jack
Raising the stats by day, killing bitches when the night pass
The new drug when you partied last
The charts will all know that
When we finally depart at last
Got the past behind us
Looking for the future now
Moving fast like the cop’s behind us
Your hate is fuel for my ammunition
Your girl should tell you it ain’t rape if she gave permission
And I got a lot off issues, to tell the truth
So I put in my music to annoy you
You’re going to know me, and take a trip through my brain
With all the rain clouds that fast lane
But there will be change like I robbed a bank
And bring the pain like I cut a vein
My thoughts are heavy when I see the box chevy
The weight of raw gravity likes to weigh down on me
Uh, and I want it all
Bad broads, vast cribs, large crowds, and the fastest cars

[Verse 5]
Uh, but maybe I’m crazy
Doing the same shit and think I’ll be Jay-Z
Can’t be lazy when you chasing a dream
Keep the steam burning like you’re ‘bout to change the scene
Uh, love me now before it’s all over
Uh, love me here so I can the soldiers
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