MY IMPACT

[Intro]
This might be my last song for a while

[Verse 1]
Losing my sense of reality
But I got the guts to go now
You call me mental
But I know that ain't the case
The word "mother" leaves a bad taste in my mouth
You love to see me swallow my pride
But I'm going into the real world now
Running away to my freedom
I have to thank Ross, worrying about me
Alyssa telling me what could happen
All these good people in my life
Supporting me unconditionally
All I wanted was a mother to support me
But I guess you couldn't do that at least
It's funny how online people could impact me more than you
My love for Mik changed my life
Thank you for supporting me, my love
So many things I know but don't understand
How will I survive?
So many questions to be unanswered
I might show up dead, but at least I'd have found my worth
Better than committing suicide (Suicide)
I don't want to be on the news
Fake mother crying about my death
A livestreamer talking about something she thinks she knows
In my grave I can't speak up
"Something bad is going to happen, get it together"
I know, counting the days until I can go

[Verse 2]