My Imaginary Friend

I couldn't do it
So I asked for helping hand
To get me through it
But I guess it wasn't in your plan

Or maybe you were
Just too busy to make time for me
I always put you first
Expected me to figure out things
But they all kept getting worse
When I think about the way you let me down
I wonder if I'm supposed to count on you
How could you ignore me?

My imaginary friend
Didn't come through in the end
So now I have to find a real one
Didn't answer when I called
Well, I guess it's just because
He was never there at all

I can't believe it
Now that I'm looking back
Why didn't I see it?
Well, I guess I didn't even ask

Why you were never
Ever in the places I would go
You never showed yourself
All those heartfelt conversations
Were with me and no one else
When I called your name
You never answered, am I insane?
If you saw my suffering
How could you ignore me?

My imaginary friend
Didn't come through in the end
So now I have to find a real one
Didn't answer when I called
Well, I guess it's just because
He was never there at all

It's not hard to let him go
I don't know why I ever loved him so

Maybe there is something wrong with me
I don't see what they see
Used to fold my hands and close my eyes
And think you were with me
Now there's something wrong
It doesn't seem to make much sense
I just feel so stupid now
How could I believe it?

My imaginary friend
Didn't come through in the end
So now I have to find a real one
Didn't answer when I called
Well, I guess it's just because
He was never there at all

My imaginary friend, whoa yeah
Now I have to find a real one
Didn't come through in the end, whoa no
'Cause he was never there at all
He was never there at all, at all, at all, at all, at all