My idols are monsters

[Chorus]
I dont know who i really wanna be
Fuck it, you fuckers some wannabes
I be getting the cheddar i cheddar the cheese
Hold me tight, tell me youll never leave
But that was a moment, im stuck in the moment
Im smoking this gas, I be rollin the potent
Take a deep breath for every single fucking moment said im losing my mind
Yeah im full of these lies, mask my disguise, look inside my eyes
I wanna feel loved so tell me its alright
My idols arе monsters but i still look up to the demons
Tiе the noose and hang myself from the ceiling
Fuck is he breathing?
Im losing my conscience going overboard with the water im seeing
I believe in my demons, fuck

[Verse]
You lied to me
I tried to see
The happier fucking side of me
Let loose of emotions i flow with the ocean
The mushrooms and MJ inside of the potion
I sip, sip
Fly quick, quick
Can't forgive this
Make me sick bitch yeah
I wake up in the morning with a guilty look up on my face
I try to taste the happiness but i can't seem to find my taste
Mushrooms and the molly got me high enough to fly in space
I overlook the memories but i still take that shit to my grave

[Bridge]
To my grave
Always overlook that shit but i still take it to my grave
To my grave
Always overlook that shit but i still take it to my grave

[Chorus]
I dont know who i really wanna be
Fuck it, you fuckers some wannabes
I be getting the cheddar i cheddar the cheese
Hold me tight, tell me youll never leave
But that was a moment, im stuck in the moment
Im smoking this gas, I be rollin the potent
Take a deep breath for every single fucking moment said im losing my mind
Yeah im full of these lies, mask my disguise, look inside my eyes
I wanna feel loved so tell me its alright
My idols are monsters but i still look up to the demons
Tie the noose and hang myself from the ceiling
Fuck is he breathing?
Im losing my conscience going overboard with the water im seeing
I believe in my demons, fuck