My Horizon

I, cannot define
The freak state of my mind
Whenever it suits the way you feel today
Gone, gone are the times we shared
It seems we were never there
Just memories of cold despair

Dreams, from years ago, it seems
Dissapear out of sight
Never to see the light..

Realisation that dark desperation is there..
And then understanding the heartache
That you never cared
Never again
Will I open my heart to be fair...

Time, never will change us
We're destined for strangers
Never to know one another
Change, if we were younger
And welcomed the hunger
To feel in our hearts
What was deep down inside

All I can see
Is my lonely heart bleeding again
My soul keeps on crying
And mourning the loss of a friend
No real reason to keep on believing you care...

Somewhere, on my horizon
When everything's falling
There's nobody calling for me..
Somewhere, on my horizon
There's somewhere to hide
I can breakdown inside and feel free..
Somewhere on my horizon...

Now, leave me in silence
Dispense with the violence
How will you ever redeem yourself?
Fine, I will survive alone
Forget all that I have known
Something I can't condone..

So many times
I've made up my mind you'd be there
Just like a child
Games of the mind are not fair
No real reason to keep on believing you care...

Somewhere, on my horizon
When everything's falling
There's nobody calling for me..
Somewhere, on my horizon
There's somewhere to hide
I can breakdown inside and feel free..
Somewhere on my horizon...